Painfull seperations...

Its been four months since my last post...a really long time...There are somethings in life for which you can never be prepared for, well since this is a public blog ...I cannot be very personal....so will keep it minimal.

I lost my m-i-l in a tragic accident in Bangalore. While we were getting ready to welcome my in-laws just one week later, we got this shocking news that changed not just our plans but our lives.

I had to return back alone ,to get back to work due to which I had to forcefully leave Aaru with my family in India, my DH got home 2 weeks back but my sunshine is still in B'lore.

I never thought a situation like this would ever occur where I had to part from him even for a day...n here I am ....its almost been a month, n everyday every minute even when I am buzy at work, or cooking or sleeping all I can think is Whatz Aaru doing? Did he eat? Did he sleep,...his naughtiness, the way he smiles n giggels.....oh my god...its almost impossible to express my anxiety.

The only thing that is keeping me sane n alive is knowing that he is happy, playing well, enjoying the company of his grandparents and aunties so much that he hardly remembers me......he has made so many friends there.He is getting so spoilt with all the love back home...

His vocabulary and feeding skills have improved a lot.He says a lot of 2 letter words like, maaamee, chaitu and pitha (my sisters Chaitra and Smitha). Points to exactly what he wants to eat...bichi(biscuit),chappa(chapati) and many such things.

The best of all,he is also being potty trained.Well not 100% yet....hopefully should be there soon :)

He will be here in a couple weeks along with Ajji...each day passing makes me all the more eager to see him.

Chinnu come to maamee soon...love u :)